In a matter of time,i would get up and stand strong.

I close my eyes,
as the cold water hit my face.
Splashing over to my torso,
down to the feet.
And i lay there.
Immobile.
Like there's nothing outside this water,
that could hurt me.
Or even touch me.

Thoughts lingered wildly in my head.
Making me dizzy.
And self conscious.
What should i do?
Which path do i take?
Tormented mentally by there,
or otherwise,
physically by here?
It's a decision that includes matter of life,
worth living.
And a decision that have to be chosen wisely,
clearly.
When gaining that,
then the other side,
sacrifice.